Hm. I think I've always had those types of dreams. I put the date of the dreams on them, so you can get a feeling for what was this year and what was not. So about half of those were this year, and half were before. Looks like a lot of them in 2000, actually, which was the first year we lived here in Colorado... which was actually very busy.
It's interesting, all in all.
I know that the fade dream was likely because my sister's condo was being threatened by the San Diego fires, a close friend was having a medical emergency, two other friends suddenly had relatives of theirs die, and one other friend found out she had cancer. All in two days.
I'd had the temple series just a few days before, which, as you'll find out, was all about beautiful, spiritual places springing into existence, embedded in rock and placed with wisdom and learning from all kinds of things. Between all the creation I'd been doing it was appropriate for that.
The fade came, probably, from realizing that everything can come crashing down with very little warning. That it can all just get swept away...
Someone noted, though, in the analysis of that dream is that even though the world was literally going away and there seemed to be no hope for it, I was STILL TRYING to save it. I wasn't cowering somewhere or just dying or even *being* the guy behind the wrap... I was still trying to save it.
But it's been an axiom of mine, since I was a child that it's important to save the world, even when it costs me. So, perhaps that entwines everything I feel and do, and it comes out more strongly in the subconscious when my reality doesn't really let me save the WHOLE world at once. *laughter*.
I do note that I have a lot of corporate distrust in my dreams.
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Hm. I think I've always had those types of dreams. I put the date of the dreams on them, so you can get a feeling for what was this year and what was not. So about half of those were this year, and half were before. Looks like a lot of them in 2000, actually, which was the first year we lived here in Colorado... which was actually very busy.
It's interesting, all in all.
I know that the fade dream was likely because my sister's condo was being threatened by the San Diego fires, a close friend was having a medical emergency, two other friends suddenly had relatives of theirs die, and one other friend found out she had cancer. All in two days.
I'd had the temple series just a few days before, which, as you'll find out, was all about beautiful, spiritual places springing into existence, embedded in rock and placed with wisdom and learning from all kinds of things. Between all the creation I'd been doing it was appropriate for that.
The fade came, probably, from realizing that everything can come crashing down with very little warning. That it can all just get swept away...
Someone noted, though, in the analysis of that dream is that even though the world was literally going away and there seemed to be no hope for it, I was STILL TRYING to save it. I wasn't cowering somewhere or just dying or even *being* the guy behind the wrap... I was still trying to save it.
But it's been an axiom of mine, since I was a child that it's important to save the world, even when it costs me. So, perhaps that entwines everything I feel and do, and it comes out more strongly in the subconscious when my reality doesn't really let me save the WHOLE world at once. *laughter*.
I do note that I have a lot of corporate distrust in my dreams.