Honestly... I think it's actually me. Just me that's really upsetting myself... due to some input from someone that isn't... I dunno. I mean, really, what they did was just a trigger for a lot of stuff that I've been hanging onto in my head. Along with a lot of self-denigration.... ingrained "how in the world can you ever think you're "good enough"?"
I think that, in some sense, I'm looking up the long, steep slope of what it's going to take to go original and realizing that it's not going to be nearly as fun as fanfiction in some sense, as it's just going to take a while to get where I want to be with it.
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Honestly... I think it's actually me. Just me that's really upsetting myself... due to some input from someone that isn't... I dunno. I mean, really, what they did was just a trigger for a lot of stuff that I've been hanging onto in my head. Along with a lot of self-denigration.... ingrained "how in the world can you ever think you're "good enough"?"
I think that, in some sense, I'm looking up the long, steep slope of what it's going to take to go original and realizing that it's not going to be nearly as fun as fanfiction in some sense, as it's just going to take a while to get where I want to be with it.