Bemusing...

[liralen]

Folks at work have been spreading the meme about my being interviewed for Real Genius. I'm not sure exactly who it was that found out to start, but it's now going everywhere, and it's bemusing.

Especially when one lady asked me, "Were you really that... hyper?"

*sigh*

I still remember the head swivel everyone did when the Horde watched the movie with me present at the first scene with Jordan.

Now I feel slow and old. Ah well.

I'm realizing that I've gone a very long ways from where I was... I feel my older and slower and politically cautious and more tired, now. Maybe it's good for me to stop and rest and revisit and recapture who and what I really want to be as myself again. Maybe the costs of success were higher than I'd originally counted. It is a good thing to know.