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liralenI had a doctor's appointment this morning for my allergy and asthma, and I thought I was over my cold, but the breathing tests were really, really depressing. I'm back down to just 66% of my lung capacity even after a nebulizer with long and short-term drugs. With the asthma I've been having lately, and the cold, maybe that's the cause, and the doc took a look at me and said, "There's still an active infection going on back here, how about we give you an antibiotic?"
So I now have that, AND another asthma/lung capacity drug, and I'm oddly depressed.
I mean... I should be happy that we're addressing it, and that when I got back in two weeks, I'll probably be better off, but part of me was feeling all right, you know? And to have it brought to light that I'm really, really NOT all right just... bleh.
I should just write it off as more experience or something.
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And, yeah, in case anyone wanted to know. When I read a fic that has Ukitake whining, "Why me?" in it, I want to hit something. Really, really hard. Just so you know, because it is the stupidest question in the world, and solves nothing if he gets an answer, and only serves to take energy away from what can be done. I'm okay if he's angry or depressed at a setback or just tired, but that particular phrase really sets me off. He's a fighter, damnit, not a whiner. Thank you.
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So I now have that, AND another asthma/lung capacity drug, and I'm oddly depressed.
I mean... I should be happy that we're addressing it, and that when I got back in two weeks, I'll probably be better off, but part of me was feeling all right, you know? And to have it brought to light that I'm really, really NOT all right just... bleh.
I should just write it off as more experience or something.
<rant>
And, yeah, in case anyone wanted to know. When I read a fic that has Ukitake whining, "Why me?" in it, I want to hit something. Really, really hard. Just so you know, because it is the stupidest question in the world, and solves nothing if he gets an answer, and only serves to take energy away from what can be done. I'm okay if he's angry or depressed at a setback or just tired, but that particular phrase really sets me off. He's a fighter, damnit, not a whiner. Thank you.
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Date: 2010-03-25 08:17 pm (UTC)"I think Ukitake is the cutest when we all make him seem much more girly and Fragile."
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Date: 2010-03-25 09:46 pm (UTC)I'm.. uhm...
Thank you. You have put this all in perspective.
I am grateful that I have not seen that profile...
*hugs you* Thank you!
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Date: 2010-03-25 09:51 pm (UTC)If you think that's bad you don't want to see their fics xD;;
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Date: 2010-03-25 10:21 pm (UTC)You're entirely correct.
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Date: 2010-03-25 10:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-29 09:21 am (UTC)Um.
What part of millenia-old Shinigami Captain does this author not understand!? My mind, it boggles. Millenia-old pretty much dismisses any suggestion of fragility. On the contrary, if he's been around that long while being freaking sick, it means he's that much stronger! Captain: also with the non-fragile. Try more like insanely powerful and keeps it really well under control! Also, he has a penis! This makes him not a girl. I have no problem with girly-boys who are designed that way, but Ukitake is not one of them. Grr! Arg!
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Eh heh. I would like to thank the choir for listening to me... *slinks off*
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Date: 2010-03-30 06:32 am (UTC)So very, very much.