I think the hardest thing about this whole thing was that Mom couldn't really talk or process any of it with us. She couldn't voice her thoughts and couldn't do anything for Dad or us about the end of our relationship with her. By the time we found out the tumor had already taken her ability to word. Oddly, luckily, I've had to make closure for myself quite a few times in my past often without input from the other person that was involved.
Spring Cleaning
Mar. 19th, 2011 03:37 pmTrying to paint, get some Winter War done and dreaming about Twin Souls, and then John decided he was tired of how many of our books are doubled up in our library.
Spring Cleaning
Mar. 19th, 2011 03:37 pmTrying to paint, get some Winter War done and dreaming about Twin Souls, and then John decided he was tired of how many of our books are doubled up in our library.
Cherry Blossoms
Apr. 30th, 2008 06:58 pmThe ornamental cherry trees by the bus stop are in bloom. There were only fat, pink and white striped buds just three days ago, and today, in the middle of the afternoon, when it was 82° out the air was perfumed. Nearly as deep as honeysuckle, heavy on the air, the scent was astonishing. And in just three days, the trees are starting to lose petals like a miniature snow storm.
What was even a bigger miracle was that there were honeybees amid the blossoms. Their pollen pouches were loaded, and they were busy humming from flower to flower and ignored me completely as I took pictures of them hovering.
The local beekeepers lost about 30% of their hives again. Not quite as bad as last year, when it was nearly 50%, but it's still commercially unsustainable levels for a business. So, for me, at least, it was a little miracle to see them working so happily.
Of course, it's supposed to snow tomorrow. Spring in the Front Range.
Cherry Blossoms
Apr. 30th, 2008 06:58 pmThe ornamental cherry trees by the bus stop are in bloom. There were only fat, pink and white striped buds just three days ago, and today, in the middle of the afternoon, when it was 82° out the air was perfumed. Nearly as deep as honeysuckle, heavy on the air, the scent was astonishing. And in just three days, the trees are starting to lose petals like a miniature snow storm.
What was even a bigger miracle was that there were honeybees amid the blossoms. Their pollen pouches were loaded, and they were busy humming from flower to flower and ignored me completely as I took pictures of them hovering.
The local beekeepers lost about 30% of their hives again. Not quite as bad as last year, when it was nearly 50%, but it's still commercially unsustainable levels for a business. So, for me, at least, it was a little miracle to see them working so happily.
Of course, it's supposed to snow tomorrow. Spring in the Front Range.
Ugh. That's too hot.
I had a very intense bout of spring fever yesterday, and I think I'm over it now, with a good, solid bout of allergies and the summer too-hots.
Only the upside-down cherry tomato plants are hardened off to enjoy the sun, today. I'm going to work on the rest of the garden plants this weekend, it's nice having the extra two days, as on Friday I can start them off right after an evening out on Thursday, and with detailed instructions John can set everything out on Monday for any prescribed amount of time.
I'm still expecting One Last Frost or One Last Snowfall before Mother's Day; but I'll let the plants soak up the sun until then.
We all went to the Maundy Thursday service last night. Yes, it was Wednesday, but a scheduling conflict in the midst of a remodel of the church, and we bent. :-) It's the most depressing service of the year, for me, but it's a good foil to Easter, and kind of makes it complete for the old Catholic guilt hungry part me, makes the season something more than mindless candy hunts. Amusingly enough, Jet's pre-school is doing an "egg hunt" (no mention of Easter, it's all just bunnies and eggs and spring and colors, it tickles the pagan tendencies in me of just celebrating the season and enjoying the new green grass underfoot) on Friday. Jet's talking about how cool it is that God comes back to life, which spooks me somewhat.
Ah, old reflexes.
Jet was more patient than I was with the whole thing, and in the last quarter of the service, came into the worship area and, clear as a bell said, "Mom, you promised to come back and you didn't."
So I went with him to the kidcare area, and we played blocks, and when other kids came I helped make them all paper airplanes so they could fly them while the parents had their boring board meetings. That was fun.
Ugh. That's too hot.
I had a very intense bout of spring fever yesterday, and I think I'm over it now, with a good, solid bout of allergies and the summer too-hots.
Only the upside-down cherry tomato plants are hardened off to enjoy the sun, today. I'm going to work on the rest of the garden plants this weekend, it's nice having the extra two days, as on Friday I can start them off right after an evening out on Thursday, and with detailed instructions John can set everything out on Monday for any prescribed amount of time.
I'm still expecting One Last Frost or One Last Snowfall before Mother's Day; but I'll let the plants soak up the sun until then.
We all went to the Maundy Thursday service last night. Yes, it was Wednesday, but a scheduling conflict in the midst of a remodel of the church, and we bent. :-) It's the most depressing service of the year, for me, but it's a good foil to Easter, and kind of makes it complete for the old Catholic guilt hungry part me, makes the season something more than mindless candy hunts. Amusingly enough, Jet's pre-school is doing an "egg hunt" (no mention of Easter, it's all just bunnies and eggs and spring and colors, it tickles the pagan tendencies in me of just celebrating the season and enjoying the new green grass underfoot) on Friday. Jet's talking about how cool it is that God comes back to life, which spooks me somewhat.
Ah, old reflexes.
Jet was more patient than I was with the whole thing, and in the last quarter of the service, came into the worship area and, clear as a bell said, "Mom, you promised to come back and you didn't."
So I went with him to the kidcare area, and we played blocks, and when other kids came I helped make them all paper airplanes so they could fly them while the parents had their boring board meetings. That was fun.